Lately, I have had constant dreams about my mother, and her truly loving me, that she has left my stepfather and tells me she loves me and made a mistake. I miss be able to talk to her even though she is basically a toxic person. The fact that I have no earthly mother or father makes me sad and makes me grieve. It’s only natural to grieve for what should have been, allow yourself to grieve, cry, scream, and do anything possible to get through it. Just don’t stay in that place. I’m going to cry if I have to even if I’m alone when I’m crying. Chin up.