I love this beautiful girl of mine, and wish there was a doctor that could help her live a productive pain free life.
July 2nd 2013
Journal Entry 2
Today I feel as if the world itself is going to implode. I feel as I myself will implode. People are taking pieces of me. They are taking so many that there are none left for them to take. I am holding myself up on pure imagination. I am hanging onto the idea of a world where I exist as me the me without this disease.
I am hanging onto the idea of a life where the tears I might cry would only come from regular life problems. I love school. Because for a the few hours I am there and the few hours I am working on homework. Because with homework at home I can push. Push through the pain because I am distracted. The feeling of the pain consumes my every thought. In my…
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