Echos from the past

Yesterday was a year since I have spoken to my mother, yes, it hurts, but it is definitely for the best.  Here is more from my past journals:  June 26th, 1995~~~Thanks to Jesus Christ my Savior, I am trying to recover and I am a little better, I tried to face my problem, my stepfather.  I am angry at him for sexually abusing me, I showed him just how angry I have been to his face with my father-in-law, and my mother present.  I cussed him and threw things at him.  I told him that if he ever touched my girls I would kill him. Jesus is trying to release my anger.~~~~At that time that was only part of the anger that was in me.  Little did I know there was much more to come.

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