Irritated

I just can’t believe what State representatives are willing to do for the almighty dollar.  I just found out yesterday that they are trying to make budget cuts in IL, and one thing they are trying to do, is get rid of my psychiatrist.  You start healing and trust someone, then State interferes and you have to start over.  I have been with them for 10 years or over and I love and trust them.  Please help me in stopping our officials in IL from doing this.  I have a petition started and it needs at least 100 signatures to be sent to the right officials.

https://www.change.org/p/brandon-phelps-gary-forby-stop-state-budget-cuts-on-the-services-of-the-psychiatrist-at-massac-county-mental-health-amp-family-counseling-center?recruiter=5758559&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=copylink&rp_sharecordion_checklist=checklist_promote

Life’s bumps

My husband had a small vacation and we went on a minor trip to TN.  It was a lot of fun, when we pulled into the driveway, I received a call from my son in law, my daughter was not doing well and could I come and pick up my granddaughter.  NO PROBLEM THERE AT ALL.  I was so worried about my daughter though, I wanted to cry.  Why does she have to go through so many health issues?  It’s not fair, we have had so much heartache in such a small amount of time, it’s time for all of us to be happy.  Please God, why are you testing us so much? Lord, just give it to me, let me take on this health issue for her.  I would rather go through the pain than see my kids go through it.  I question why, I get angry at God.  Why?  Because sometimes I feel like we are lab rats.  God just stop this, let some child molester have these issues.  Mean or not, I think they deserve to suffer, not me and my family.  Judge me, and my thoughts I don’t care any more.  I am a mother, I am a protector, I am a mama bear, I will protect, serve and love my husband and children until the day I die.  If you don’t understand that, then don’t let the door hit ya where the good Lord split ya!!!!