My husband had a small vacation and we went on a minor trip to TN. It was a lot of fun, when we pulled into the driveway, I received a call from my son in law, my daughter was not doing well and could I come and pick up my granddaughter. NO PROBLEM THERE AT ALL. I was so worried about my daughter though, I wanted to cry. Why does she have to go through so many health issues? It’s not fair, we have had so much heartache in such a small amount of time, it’s time for all of us to be happy. Please God, why are you testing us so much? Lord, just give it to me, let me take on this health issue for her. I would rather go through the pain than see my kids go through it. I question why, I get angry at God. Why? Because sometimes I feel like we are lab rats. God just stop this, let some child molester have these issues. Mean or not, I think they deserve to suffer, not me and my family. Judge me, and my thoughts I don’t care any more. I am a mother, I am a protector, I am a mama bear, I will protect, serve and love my husband and children until the day I die. If you don’t understand that, then don’t let the door hit ya where the good Lord split ya!!!!