Winter Blues, Holiday, or Menopause?

     Good Enough__Love this song!!!!  What a crappy 10 days!!!  I think I’m at the beginning stages of menopause, but then again, it’s winter, which means Holidays!!!  Every Christmas except the last 3 years has involved my mother, the mother that chose my molester instead of her only child.  It’s getting a little easier, but I cannot ignore, I always get somewhat depressed.  I also know that I am in the middle of perimenopause.  Not a good combination.  I am so tired.  I don’t feel like getting out of the house, I want to sleep, and I sure as heck don’t feel like doing housework right now!  UGH!!!! 

I have a grandbaby on the way though, and that’s a positive.  Little Isla, will be born possibly in late January or February.  I can’t wait, although I am so nervous when I think of taking on this new role.  I know she is just going to be so beautiful. 

Right at this moment, all I want to do is take a nap, and it’s only 4:22 PM Central time.  I am waiting on a delivery, so, no nap as of yet.  You bet, I will get one in though, because I feel like I’m going to collapse!!!  Too all of my followers, hang in there, and if you have to, get up and get moving if you have the strength.  I’m with you though, I know how you feel!!!

You know what though, I have my family, my real family.  The family that has been loyal to the very end.  And that’s a blessing so today I will count my blessings.